A Moment of Thought of My Life at 15.10.2008 0306 hrs

A Moment of Thought of My Life at 15.10.2008 0306 hrs

First of all, I would like to be thankful for what I have achieved so far...
1. Brand new beginning of life from Singapore back to JB
Almost spending 10 years in Singapore for studying, working and pursuing of Singer dream, I have decided to give up everything and go back to where I am born. I am not sure at the beginning, but now, I can tell you it's the correct decision. At least, now I'm living freely without any external controls, any fears of authorities. I can be what I am now.

2. Finally, I have my very own room and the very first laptop in my life! Thanks to my family!
I wanna be thankful of my eldest brother's help to make up my room!
I wanna be thankful of my mum's sponsorships in my very first laptop, the fantastic working cabinet and the fantastic chair!
I wanna be thankful of my dad's understanding of letting me doing what i wanna do, and support in basis needs!
I wanna be thankful of my 2 little nephews in cheering up my days while I am down! (although they get very noisy and naughty sometimes :))

3. Finally, I begin my own career Saxxom!! and many to follow.
After wondering for nothing for almost a year, I finally made up my mind in creating my first very own company, Saxxom Enterprise. It's gonna be very big!

Now, I have...
Saxxom!!
it's a company majoring in creating CMS website, online marketing and SEO. I can sense it's growing. And I've got my very first website worth a few thousand Sing dollars. It's definitely a big encouragement to me to move forward. Afterwards, Saxxom!! has received many requests of quotations. It's definitely a good start! And more big deals will come!


Saxxom Electronics
I still remembered in January 2008, I went to ShenZhen with my 2nd elder brother, and saw how he did business there. I've got an idea of it after I came back. I was really desparate at that time. I forced myself to go to door to door to sell China phone. It was a disasterous. Then I thought it might be a good idea to sell China electronics on eBay. Immediately, I put in efforts in studying eBay listing and etc. Finally, I put up a eBay online store to sell the electronics. I have really put in a lot of efforts from the design of the listing to the selection of the products. I really got the high hopes for it. A few months flew. Besides a few questions asked from potential customers, I have made NO deal at all. I was quite dissappointed. I calm down and analysize the problems:
a) Competitions are quite strong in eBay.com. And many sellers are the China suppliers.
b) It takes a lot of times to source for good products and good suppliers. The problem is I do not have time as I am developing Saxxom!! as well.
Finally, I have made up my mind to close the eBay online store. I told myself being a retailers selling electronics might not be my cup of tea. Saxxom Electronics should transform to become something like DHGate.com where my expertise can be put in place.
Transformation of Saxxom Electronics is currently put on hold.


WaystoSaveEnergy.net
I was studying many people who made it online like holly mann, eonenet, gobala krishan. I studied the models of business. Finally, a brilliant idea strikes me! It says I should create a website sharing information of how to make money online with CMS website. It excited me so much that I get up in the middle of the nights and jot down the plan.

But...

On the other hand, my higher self told me I need to at least apply what i learnt from holly mann ebook. This makes sense as I should get the real experience before sharing. So, I thought I should start with affiliate marketing website. Finally, I need a topic for the site. I was scatching my head for the ideas that must be lucrative and something I have interest in... suddenly the idea comes naturally... "Why not do green site?!".. Yes, the oil price is so high and everyone is finding ways to save the cost for home energy and gas...
And finally, here bore WaystoSaveEnergy.net!
I was putting so much efforts in it. The sourcing of content, pictures, webdesign, online marketing, seo, getting more traffics, free ebooks subscription, and many more... I applied everything that I have learnt... It's tough... it's really tough.. with so many things i need to take care of... and the fear of failing.. and the pressure of time.. and the eager to succeed...
I told myself that I cannot care anymore... the only things i can do is ... just do it..
Within a month, my site ranks top 3 in the google search! I was damn happy! It proves that what i was doing is correct! :) although the site does not make money from affiliate products yet. But at least, the online marketing and seo I did is working.
I guess there are many things i need to learn and most importantly to apply it!
now, i need to study the affilate network sites to find out the most lucractive products which is relevant to my site.


Website / PPC for New Highly Lucrative Affiliate Products
This should the next thing I should do. Sourcing for new highly lucrative affiliate products which is in demand in the market and less in supply. I can market it with a website or PPC network like Google Adwords.
I know I can do it as I have learnt so many from the W2SE site!
I will launch many campaigns with the help of tracking202.com and many other helper tools.
The money will start rolling in very soon!


Make Money Online with CMS Site
Finally, this site will kick in! Many things will come in place, e.g. helpdesk system, my product system, starter kits of beginner, intermediate and advance player, forum, website directory, membership... and many more...
money will start rolling in as well!!


4. My first love :)
I vividly remember my puppy love during high school. It was painful. It's a underground love as we are the high profile people in the society. In my memory, most of the time, it's painful. Since then till now.. I've met with many different ladies... but... there is no formal relationships at all. I guess I wanted to have love but I was afraid of getting one because of the curse of the guy... and I sacrifice it for my singer dream. I thought it was worth it. Well, 10 years time flew. I am not Singer and full of debts. No love, no cash, no nothing. It was damn hard when I came back. Pursuing my new dream with nothing ...
After I come back, I pushed myself everyday so hard. I wanted to be successfully fast!.. earn money fast! so that i can get a lover for myself..
I really pushed myself very hard.. and yet nothing has really come.
I was watching a series of korean tv drama. The love of the leading characters are so touching.
I cried. For the first time since I was back, I cried.
That night, I posted the female leading character's photo as my dream girl photo as I like her very much.
Miraculously, my first love came after 2 weeks.
It's really a miracle! She's understanding, intelligent and mature! that's because she's been through been a lot! She does not mind that I have no money now!..
Since then, my life becomes different, as I need to spare the time for her :)
I guess I am still adjusting myself to this..
But, really, I'm grateful of her love.
Thank you 依依兔！：）


5. Revamp of JJ house!
When I came back, it was a mess. I told myself "JJ house was such a nice house! How come we cannot make things better?". Since then, I have a plan to revamp JJ House. So far, we have accomplished:
a) The store room - It was disastrous back then! There is no way to go through. Everything just stack up like nobody business. I almost forgot the look of the windows in the back of the store. Now, it's totally different. We got a multi decks cabinets. We made things in order. and most importantly, there must a have road to go in and out! It is so nice now!
b) The living room - we have TV cabinet and shrine cabinet. Everything looks in order. However, if you open the the drawers, it's another disasters! We arranged things to be stored in designated areas. We fixed the loose doors. We rearranged the decorations. It is so nice now!
c) The kitchen - Same thing! It is nice on outlook, it is disasters inside. We take out every single things and re arrange the locations. It is so nice now!
d) The Dad working room - One word "Messy"! Rearrange the tables, cabinets, move down the massage chairs. It's so nice now!
e) The parking lot area - Two word "Damnnnnnnnn Messy!" We filter thru those needed, those not needed, rearranged the cabinets and things. It's so nice now!
f) The flowers and gardens - One word "Messy"! We relocate the positions of fowers, replant the fowers. On the garden outside, plant in new carpet grass and new flowers sunflowers, small flowers. Fix the barier of the garden. It's so nice now!
g) The laundry area - One word "Messy"! We relocate the positions of the pails, washing liquid, etc. It's so nice now!
h) The doors - Almost all broken. Including the auto gate, the living room gate, the laundry gate, the balcony gate. Now everything it's fix! It's so nice now!
i) The roof - Upon thumderstorm, water is dripping for sure. now it's fixed! It's so nice now!
j) The House Keys - It was just everywhere... We bought a box to keep all the keys.. It's so nice now!
There are still things not yet done like:
- First Aid Kits
- First Aid Medicine
- Bathrooms
- Room Doors Fix
However, we have achieved so many things already. That's great job :)


6. Taking Care of Dad and Mum
Dad and Mum are getting older each day. I've been trying to do my best to take care of them.
Dad's got a knee pain and joint pain last time, I bought the fish oil and medicated knee supports for him. And it works! Thank god. Sometimes, mum got back pain and I did massage for her. And she becomes good and strong again. Well, i will do my best to give my dad and mum the best! And the retirement plan for dad and mum, I guess I need help from eldest brother and sister. My sister for the financial check and eldest brother for the work take over.
I guess I have to be the guy pushing for this to happen! And myself will work on the health guardian :)


I'm so thankful for achieving so many things so far.
Thank you.