"American Idol" is my soul remedy!

Nowadays my life is like.. computer... internet... computer... internet...
It's like I've lost my entertainment life...
Wanted to spend more a bit for the entertainment... however.. I have budget to hold..
Really going crazy...

Luckily... "American Idol" program is going on right now..
Everytime after I seem the contestants' performances... feeling relieved and hopeful..
They are really really good :)..

Now.. it's really a brand new life of myself.
Career changed... relationship changed... lifestyle changed... everything has changed...
I always tell myself... This is not the end of my life.. In fact.. it's a brand new begining...
And I will make it for my new life.. and I will make it real soon!!

I keep reminding myself... However, sometimes, my morale is just very very low..
And get frustrated easily...
It should be due to the tiredness accumurated from previous nights...

All I need to do is rest, relax, meditate... do whatever thing i can regain my inner peace and faith.

I must have faith on my future!
It's really not easy as you think.. however, I'm grateful that I have my lovely family to support me :)
lovely baby also :) ( sometimes, it's very troublesome though..)

I would be very successful as businessman..
I would go to New York City for business one day...
I would regain the life style I desire...
I would make it in Online Marketing..
I would be able to share the skills with others and benefit them!!

These are my beliefs!
And I am gonna make it real soon!!!